Monday, February 06, 2006

a slight change in plans

Okay .. so after working three jobs for a week, I got sick the entire weekend. Instead of a relaxing few days off, I spent it all in bed, trying to enjoy the taste of food again. And so I decided to quit the preschool. I told them that it was because I didn't have the time or energy, and although they aren't happy, I'm going to work my two shifts for this week and call it good. Really, it's partly because I had no energy, and partly because I wasn't enjoying myself. I wasn't happy around the children. They wanted all this organization, but they had none, and making something out of that much of nothing was too much work for me. It just didn't work. I probably shouldn't have even applied or anything, but now I know.

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